Monday, May 17, 2010

MAZED MIND..


A voice banging in my head loudly and giving rise to these thoughts: Don't know why but since some months, my mind is in a maze, as if its not a human mind,but an animal's mind, emptied of all logic and sensibility in its entirety
. I don't mean in a pervert sense, but yes in a too impulsive and obsessive sense.
I am almost on the verge of giving up...

Giving up something , which agreed does not fulfills my heart desire and passion any longer, but surely it was something which I just cant shun away or discard right away, because it was won at too high a price, both in terms of money and time, labor and endeavor.



Another voice whispering:
Fight the convolutions of the mind and be strong..
I have to be strong...
I have to be strong...
There is a powerful force around me laden with positive energy , which is battling with negative energies emanating in my mind. I would like to call these negative energies to be clouds of confusions and convolutions..
The strong force girdling me is every time protecting me from downfall. Downfall of spirits and hope...And precluding my fall from grace..
Oh Lord, Grant me the grace to accept what I cannot and the courage to change what I
CAN...


Voices in a mind mazed...
voices rattling, some whispering..
but in the end if i hear with the heart of hope and the soul of silence, I can hear the wise voice...!! which is in form of whispers...!!!!!

3 comments:

  1. Just build trust in you..Desire kills all sensitivity of mind and soul...Belive that God has given you the best that you truley deserve....This might help you in coming out from What ever dilemma you have in your personal life...
    cheers-:)

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  2. sorry for posting comment late...but yes thanks a lot for such divine words..hows everything in NUS, singapore ??
    cheers,
    Shilpi

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  3. I told you the truth As it was told to Me-:)
    NUS is realy gud....1st sem is over...preparing for QE...have to give in Aug...

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